Thursday, July 31, 2014

This has been a very transformative year for me. I've been through some ups, some downs, gained some insights into myself and new perspectives I'd never had before... ultimately, I am better for all of it. I will ALWAYS be made better for the experiences I transcend through, it's a choice, it's important to continue to grow. But I would never have come this far without the perspective on life I am afforded through my clients. They motivate me. They move me. They inspire me. The courage I have, I have through watching them face and overcome their fears. The consistency I have, I have because they have chosen to strive for it. They say they have an "inner Kelly", they hear my voice in their heads... well I see them in my mind's eye when I feel like quitting. Yes I still have days where I want to quit or give up. Yes it's still hard sometimes, to walk the noble path, to keep caring enough about my own well-being enough, to VALUE myself enough, to continue to train. But my clients fuel me, even if I never trained another person for the rest of my life, they will continue to fuel me, all the days I am alive. They show me in so many ways... that I matter... and because they value me... I have found value in myself that previously did not exist. So thank you, to the individuals who have recently given me testimonials that I have sat with and cried with... tears of joy, that I could have created such changes in the lives of others... thank you for showing me how much you care... but most of all... thank you for having the ongoing desire to care for yourselves.